Is it ok... that im ok?

That's not something you ever will forget, but being OK about it just shows that you are resilient and are in the healing process. It would be an ultimate goal to forgive the person that did this to you, becasue they don't let it bother them so it is only causing you pain by holding onto the memory. But I'm in no way trying to upset you, some people never do forgive the person that hurt them and I can completely understand why.